Broken. 9-16-09

ellecullenx3:

10:23pm Warning: This is a long blog Broken is one of my favorite songs, it makes me sad in a good way. No music video for that it got embed. -.-

I hope everything turns okay at least tomorrow. It’s hard to be in such trouble since this is the year you own and the year you want to never forget. Goodbyes are going to be spoken, you never know if your going to find them anymore.. But do they care? All these memories are important to me, but I don’t want these memories to make me hate them.

Today, Lilly has to stop. I  think I can ignore her and eventually don’t care about her and her low-life friends; well some. She doesn’t know who she’s really messing with, we never did anything to her. Yeah, we got in trouble and it made me break down in tears a bit thinking about what WEIGHTWATCHERS said to us. Oh well, at least listen to our side of the story right? I hope Dyson can help us.

It’s nice to think of we have friends to support us. Thanks to: Eddie, Tiana, and Abby for the support and telling Dyson our problem. Props to them, yo. But AnaMae, Kamiah, and Megan this is our last year and I think that she’s not going to get in our way, okay? She’s just a little brat who think she’s the shit and think that we are afraid of her. No, I threw water at her face because I didn’t want her ass clashing against the wall. Dearest Lilly, if you read this, (if you can) I am not afraid of you.. I am afraid of your ugly self and horrifying face. You are racist and what planet are you from?

I think I have to change up my act a bit and be a little nice and don’t care what people say. I don’t want to get in trouble again, it’s hard. Stupid, little devils ruined my year and my friends.